blog# 20

Well I'm sitting here in Mrs. Dilback's class. This whole week has just been ugly. I feel like it's been raining my whole life. I really don't like it at all. My hair looks so ugly today, and I've been needing bobby pins all day, but no one that I come across has any. I just heard Chris say "happy birthday" over my music. He must be screaming. Everyone in here is always getting DMs and I don't see why it is so easy for them to get them. I've had one DM all year. I see a bunch of people snapping and I don't know why they are snapping. Adam always mouths words to me and I don't ever know what he is saying. I hear Michael Jackson over all this music. Some girls just came in here to give Charlie his laptop. I bet that he is happy to have his laptop so he can blog. Mrs. Dilback really can't believe that Haleigh Millay is getting married. I'm done with this.

blog #19: music freewrite

This music is like the disco. Everyone likes this song and I've never even heard it. I'm sweating. I took a test last period and I was really nervous to take it but I think I did good. Cool. Uhh I had some tea for lunch today, and I also had some fries. They were good for once. The school is going broke so the food keeps getting grosser. I'm really sweating now. Oh I know this song now. Adam is dancing and beating his fist on his chest. I'm really tan today and I don't know why but I feel like I need to go to the tanning bed today. My friends and I are all "tanorexic." That sucks. I wish this song would end so I could stop thinking of things to type. It's getting slower I think its almost over. Maybe not. Everyone says the picture of the girl hanging up above Mrs. Dilback's desk looks like me. I don't know why. Maybe I look emo or maybe people only notice my dark hair. Wow, they need to be specific.

blog #18: thoughts on the book

I hate this book. I honestly hate reading more than anything and I'd rather die. All of my grades are starting to go down each time I turn something in. I really have lost all hope for this year. Everyone always says that senior year is the easiest year, but I beg to differ.

blog #17: burning passions/ambitions

I am passionate about making artistic things and making things with my hands. When I get older, I want to be a photographer. I'm hoping that it all turns out the way I want it to. I want to be able to make something that everyone likes to look at. It sounds really good to me.

blog A: beauty

When I was little, I was overweight. Beauty stereotypes bothered me because people usually saw pretty people as being skinny, and pretty. After I lost all my weight, stereotypes of pretty changed. I don't really care about the stereotypes anymore, because I'm not as self conscious as I used to be. People that are really self conscious may think about what clothes to wear, or if their nose is too big, or whatever.

blog #11

Lately, I've been going to the tanning bed. I have gotten sooooo tan. People ask me how I got so dark. But isn't it obvious? I did not go to Florida or anything, and I don't lay out in the snow everyday and tan. People don't seem to use their common sense too often these days. Oh well. I don't know what else to talk about. Thank you bye

blog #10

Recently, everyone has been commenting about my hair color. I think that it is just maroon. So many people have told me they want the hair color I have. I like the color, but I don't like the fact that it fades to quickly. One day, I hope to have my hair stay the same color for a long time.

blog # 15

Last night, I was in a really really bad mood. I had no reason for the bad mood that I was in, but I decided that I needed to find some way to get rid of my mood. I decided that I wanted to pierce my ear. I went to my mirror, sat down, and inspected my ear to pick the right spot to pierce. I found a unique spot, and grabbed a safety pin. I pushed the needle through my ear, hearing it make a popping sound. About 15 minutes later, I finally had gotten the final earring in. Today, it is sore, but hopefully it will heal really soon.

blog #14

Today is my second day back at Apollo. I was in In House Crisis from November 8th, to January 18th. While in Crisis, I did nothing but school work. I didn't get to talk, eat, or do anything really. I would have to ask permission to do anything whatsoever. In House Crisis was a really bad time for me, and I dont want to go back.

blog #12 ultimate adventure

My idea of the perfect adventure is being with a couple of good friends, going on a roadtrip to California or somewhere far away. It would be so fun to drive there, and just share good moments with friends! I would hope that no problems would get in the way of our trip, because the trip would be intended to be fun, and not drama filled!

blog #13

A time when I felt forced to do something as a result of blackmail or threats, is never. I don't ever recall being blackmailed. I have felt forced to do things that I didn't want to do, but not because of blackmail or threats. One time that I felt forced to do something is when my ex step dad made me switch elementary schools. I hated going to a new school, because I didn't know anyone. I gave up trying on my work, and I got switched back. It turned out to be okay